'till me meet again

hello again readers! :D it has really been a while this time, huh..

apparently, i am able to post this because i am on a long holiday, the final break of the senior high school before proceeding to university. so, my mom and i made up our mind that i continue my studies in Jakarta. To be honest, this is a decision which i myself still doubt whether it is the best decision because i go there with a platinum scholarship which means not having to pay for the school fees in the 1st semester. if i want to maintain the scholarship, i have to reach a minimum GPA of 3.75. it is gonna be a tough war.
moreover, this university opens in medan in september, so i wonder why i should take the risks going to jakarta.
but on the other side, i reckon, i can learn to be more self-reliant which i can never be if i stay in medan. i can make entirely new friends there instead of having the same exact friends and classmates. i can learn to stand on my own, which, in this case, is gonna be really tough. and most importantly, i have to be very sociable and communicative considering that i will have to do and decide everything on my own.

let me jump to another stone..

on 22nd april, my classmates and i were going to brastagi for our farewell trip. Ironically i was having a slight conflict with one of my classmates (i don't know why this happens when we are about to graduate from high school) so i did not get to enjoy the 100% freedom, but 99% does not matter to me. we arrived there at around 11.30 i guess and had our lunch at "Siang Malam" before heading for the villa. we also went to the downtown market and my gang bought a white bracelet .
obviously, the girls' villa was much more comfortable than the boys' which made the boys desperately want to sleep in the girls'. we had a BBQ in the evening and yes we had a lot of fun eating and rushing back and forth because there were nuggets in the kitchen and roasted pork in the front (so how can you abandon one of them). after that, we played a game called "Anjing & Kucing" (?). i was perspiring a lot despite the cool breeze in brastagi.
we went to sleep then. i was a fool to not use any blanket. the cold wind was penetrating my feet although i wore socks and my legs as well. it was 3 in the morning when i woke up because of the unbearable coldness and moreover because i wanted to relieve myself.
it was until i looked out the windows in the morning did i realize that the windows were open the whole night. damn yeah no wonder i was freezing.

then on the second day, we went to Mikie Holiday which was a funland and it's like you lack something if you don't visit there when you go to brastagi. the whole place was mostly occupied by us because it was not  a holiday season so very few people went there. we did play and have fun a lot there which then carved some more precious memories inside my head. that was the exact moment when i got to indulge myself and enjoy my time with my best friends without discussing school lessons.we took a lot of pictures and selfies. (ps. yes, narcissism attacked).

we headed back for our villa. the boys and the girls gathered in the living room and had a deep farewell chat. it was like they asked some of the most important people in the class to deliver a brief farewell speech although i went straight to my bedroom in the middle of the gathering because i couldn't stand my sleepiness and tiredness much longer anymore.

and on the last day of the trip, i was taken aback by my friend's opening the door and i happened to be the third person to take a shower. i did not have to rush because there were no people lining up to take the shower in that early morning. and when i went downstairs, i was in a bit of shock because some of the boys were literally sleeping in the living room. then one of my boy best friends told me it was really spacy in the boys' villa.

on our way home, we visited Taman Lumbini to complete our short voyage. we did took a lot of pictures there. and it ended in McDonald's Merdeka Walk which was the time when i feel literally sad because i might not meet most of them anymore..

however, no matter what path we are all taking, we will be the greatest people in the future and so, 'till we meet again........